Life after college

So I wasn't sure if or when I was going to start one of these for a variety of reasons or excuses or something, but now I think if nothing else I just need the outlet.

Life after college is weird.

I'm living with my parents and they are amazingly gracious to even allow me to come back here, eat their meals, use their washer and drier, and just hang out with them. But sometimes it would really be nice to feel a little more....accomplished. And that would come with a job! ohhh a job. Right now I'm working at Francesca's, wonderful little boutique-like shop. yes, wonderful. It really is great for a retail job, but again I cannot afford rent or really many extras with that income yet. I'm grateful to have any income right now but I'd like to have something a little more full time. I'm constantly searching the internet and just thinking about things that I could do that I would be happier in a more real world setting. I've always wanted to do wedding planning or events, but other creative design jobs are appealing as well. Then there are the more philanthropic jobs that I would love. And then there is teaching...

Oh whyyy I'm I having this soul searching crisis at 22?! Or maybe this is the best time to have it?! All I know is I'm constantly on my knees right now so that it is not me making the decisions because clearly I'm not the one for that job.